Forgotten Regrets

O hai

2008-12-17T03:06:01Z

What's up ell jay?

celticcraze @ 2006-12-03T21:05:00

2006-12-04T02:05:49Z

Please please please go check this out and hit that "digg" button before you do. People need to know and realize what a liar this dangerous man is.

http://digg.com/politics/Videos_Top_5_Bill_O_Reilly_Professional_Jackass_Moments

XMas list!! =D

2006-12-03T22:43:51Z

Skullcap from Livejournal.com/shop

Nintendo Wii

iTip A49 to charge my Sidekick in the car (can be got at radioshack or from a billion online sites)

v-moda VIBE headphones (v-moda.com or apple stores carry them)

Nintendo DS Lite

Sony PSP

celticcraze @ 2006-10-27T22:38:00

2006-10-28T03:38:35Z

Yarn in your pants!

Shoes!

2006-09-15T18:58:08Z

Melissa Is Deck: your shoe keeps crying at night
thatss0epic: Awww =(
Melissa Is Deck: hes like "i miss jared" and im like "Shut up im better than jared" and then he goes to sleep
thatss0epic: Hey hey.... I'm way better
thatss0epic: =P
thatss0epic: Could you let him sleep with you sometimes so he's not so lonely?
Melissa Is Deck: he sleeps with my steeltoe boots and my other shoe and a pair of my slippers. hes just a baby and doesnt want to make friends
thatss0epic: He's shy! Help him out! =(
Melissa Is Deck: i did! i even invited joe's shoes over to make him feel better
Melissa Is Deck: but he just wanted to sit in the corner and tie himself into knots
thatss0epic: Hmm... I guess he's just homesick.
Melissa Is Deck: i think so :(
Melissa Is Deck: poor shoe
thatss0epic: I hate to tell ya, but your shoe is flying on her own... She says she doesn't need you anymore
Melissa Is Deck: WHAT
Melissa Is Deck: what a bitch >:[
Melissa Is Deck: after all i did for her!
thatss0epic: I know, I know....
thatss0epic: *sigh* you know teenaged shoes these days though...
thatss0epic: Think they know everything
Melissa Is Deck: she'll learn
Melissa Is Deck: someday
thatss0epic: I'm not sure how to discipline her though.... She won't listen to a word I say
Melissa Is Deck: she's so rude
thatss0epic: Do you think you'll end up having to send her away?
Melissa Is Deck: maybe. i mean, ive ran out of ideas!
thatss0epic: She didn't even come home the other night
thatss0epic: I'm afraid she might be getting into drugs and.... I hate to say it... Having shoe sex
Melissa Is Deck: =O!
Melissa Is Deck: my poor baby :(
thatss0epic: Letting other shoes put their laces in her... It just makes me sick
Melissa Is Deck: oh god. she's probably injecting some of that dr.sholls stuff!
thatss0epic: No.... You think?
thatss0epic: :'(
Melissa Is Deck: anything is possible

celticcraze @ 2006-09-08T21:59:00

2006-09-09T02:59:29Z

Ball in the shoe... Bad kitty

celticcraze @ 2006-09-08T21:54:00

2006-09-09T02:54:01Z

Is it still in your pants?!

celticcraze @ 2006-09-08T21:40:00

2006-09-09T02:40:12Z

Sharon licked her ball then it went up my pants.

celticcraze @ 2006-08-25T22:24:00

2006-08-26T03:24:13Z

iTrip!

celticcraze @ 2006-08-25T10:13:00

2006-08-25T15:01:13Z

List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre,whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your LJ along with your 7 songs. Then tag 7 other people to see what they're listening to.

A.F.I. - Kill Caustic
The Cardigans - My Favourite Game
Tegan and Sara - Walking with a Ghost
Alkaline Trio - Mercy Me
Fall Out Boy - Nobody Puts Baby in the Corner
Machinae Supremacy - Hybrid
Cobra Starship - Snakes on a Plane (Bring It)

Tagging: Pretty much everyone that reads this cause I doubt more than 7 people will. =P

Okay, okay

2006-08-25T14:07:34Z

Yeah, I'm still alive. Just haven't really felt much like typing my everyday life stuff in here.
I've settled into a nice daily rhythm...rhthym...rhythym...(how the fuck do you spell that?). Anyway, whatever that is, I've settled in to one of 'em. I'm so incredibly comfortable with Gina and how my life is right now. Sure things are tight on the money front, but it's looking up, and that can easily change if I just really put my mind to it.
Tonight I'm gonna be seeing Sam and Sharon. That'll be nice, I really miss both of them. I wish I ended up seeing certain people more than every two weeks.
Last night was supposed to be Phil and I roflpwning each other in Tekken... but he kinda fell off the face of the earth? O.o He and Holly both leave for college today. Speaking of, I'm damn gonna miss that girl. She really brightens up the store. Even knowing that I was gonna see her for an hour at the end of my shift made the day float by just a little quicker. Thankfully, she'll be back for the holiday rush. I don't know that my sanity would remain around that time without her to be silly with.
Tomorrow night I go off to see Mike in Levittown. I haven't even spoken to that guy in like 6 months. He's gonna meet Gina, and we'll just end up sitting in his room playing video games all evening long.
I wanna play Tekken. I think I shall bring my PS controller to the mall this evening and play some before seeing Sam and Shasha.
Well, I've now made a scrollbar appear on the side of this box, so that means I've typed too much. I'm off!

celticcraze @ 2006-08-14T01:54:00

2006-08-14T05:54:48Z

Wait, how did this start? Oh, with Kara being a turtle in my backseat, right.

Conversation with Melissa Is Deck

2006-07-31T05:10:05Z

---------------------- 0:57 ----------------------
thatss0epic: Give me insults
thatss0epic: Names
Melissa Is Deck: names?
Melissa Is Deck: like
Melissa Is Deck: stupidhead
Melissa Is Deck: frog-scacked goatwrangler
Melissa Is Deck: sore-assed crackwiper
Melissa Is Deck: pea-flavored rectumguzzler
Melissa Is Deck: lice-lipped vaginaslug
Melissa Is Deck: pickle-sacked prickweed
Melissa Is Deck: floppy-mouthed gutterhumper
thatss0epic: That so gets eljayed
Melissa Is Deck: hahahaha, yes!@

celticcraze @ 2006-07-18T11:08:00

2006-07-18T15:12:29Z

Hi ell jayyyyy!

Haven't seen you in a while, supp?

....pff, fine... don't talk to me.

Anywayz, heh.

I'm at work nowish. I'm working all half days this week and next since Cassi will be here tonight. I'm so nervous about her coming out. I hope things between her and Gina go well. I'm really nervous and jittery in general recently. It's so weird. I've also had HORRIBLE anger problems the last few days. And I keep feeling overwhelmed really easily. It always seems like I'm not doing the right thing and I should be working on something else at the moment. What's the deal with that? O.o

Anyway, fortunately, I have an amazing girlfriend who helps keep me sane through all of this crap.

People don't come to me for help that much any more. I miss that. I actually like being called upon when people feel down or just want to talk. (when I typed the bold tags for the word "like" in the last sentence, I typed <bi> instead of <b>... heh)

Okay, I guess that's about it.

Give a puppy a home!

2006-07-13T20:46:12Z

So I've got this fucking ADORABLE puppy that needs a good loving home. Someone who will play with him and take good care of him, please! Let me know ASAP if you're at all interested!!!

Call or text: 631-384-6688
AIM me: "thats s0 epic"
Yahoo!: "ForgetRegret525600"

DO ITTTT!

2006-07-12T22:48:06Z

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celticcraze @ 2006-07-12T18:06:00

2006-07-12T22:05:09Z

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

✓ I miss somebody right now. (Every moment I'm not next to her...)	✓ I don't watch much TV these days. (Never really have either)	× I own lots of books. (I don't read much.)
× I wear glasses or contact lenses. (I'm supposed to)	✓ I love to play video games. (Like durr, I'm über-geek like that)	✓ I've tried marijuana.
✓ I've watched porn movies.	× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.	✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
✓ I curse sometimes. (No, make that a lot)	✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. (Pfff heck yes)	× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. (I hate violence and tools of violence)

* * * * *

× I have broken someone's bones.	× I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.	× I hate the rain. (LOVE RAIN)
× I'm paranoid at times.	× I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (Be who you are, fuck that)	✓ I need/want money right now. (I'd be lying if I said I didn't)
× I love sushi. (er, vegan?)	× I talk really, really fast.	× I have fresh breath in the morning.
✓ I have long hair. (Little kids ask their parents "is that a boy or a girl?")	× I have lost money in Las Vegas.	✓ I have at least one sibling.
× I was born in a country outside of the U.S.	× I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.	× I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
✓ I like the way that I look. (That's quite new in my life)	× I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.	× I am usually pessimistic.
✓ I have a lot of mood swings.	✓ I think prostitution should be legalized. (If it's out of desire and not because it's the only way they can survive)	× I slept with a roommate.
× I have a hidden talent.	× I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.	✓ I have a lot of friends. (I guess so.... shrug)
✓ I have pecked someone of the same sex.	× I enjoy talking on the phone. (HATE the phone... ewwww)	× I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
× I love to shop and/or window shop.	✓ I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.	× I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
✓ I have a mobile phone. (love love love technology)	× I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. (Never passed out from it)	× I've rejected someone before.
✓ I currently like/love someone. (<3 Gina Nicole Bozzi <3)	✓ I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. (...and probably never will)	× I want to have children in the future. (nah, not fond of kids)
× I have changed a diaper before.	× I've called the cops on a friend before.	× I'm not allergic to anything. (Lots of meds)
✓ I have a lot to learn. (Everyone does)	× I am shy around the opposite sex.	✓ I'm online 24/7, even as an away message. (hello sidekick2)
× I have at least 5 away messages saved.	✓ I have tried alcohol or drugs before.	× I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
× I own the "South Park" movie.	✓ I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal. (like right now?)	× I enjoy some country music.
✓ I would die for my best friends.	✓ I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.	× I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
× I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.	✓ I have dated a close friend's ex. (Maybe kinda? We didn't technically date...)	✓ I am happy at this moment.
✓ I'm obsessed with guys. (Pretty ones)	× Democrat. (Fuck labels)	× Republican. (Fuck labels i said, but fuck republicans harder)
✓ I don't even know what I am.	× I am punk rockish. (WTF did I say about labels?)	× I go for older guys/girls, not younger. (pshhhhh, I think we all know that's not true)
× I study for tests most of the time.	× I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.	× I can work on a car.
× I love my job(s).	✓ I am comfortable with who I am right now.	× I have more than just my ears pierced.
× I walk barefoot wherever I can.	× I have jumped off a bridge.	✓ I love sea turtles.
× I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.	× I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.	✓ I am proficient on a musical instrument.
× I hate office jobs.	× I went to college out of state.	× I am adopted.
✓ I am a pyro.	× I have thrown up from crying too much.	× I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
× I fall for the worst people.	✓ I adore bright colours. (RAINBOW!)	× I usually like covers better than originals.
✓ I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays. (Mainly cause there's no vegan food)	✓ I can pick up things with my toes. (My mom used to call me a monkey)	× I can't whistle.
✓ I have ridden/owned a horse.	× I still have every journal I've ever written in. (Never had a paper journal)	× I talk in my sleep.
× I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.	× I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.	× I wear a toe ring.
× I have a tattoo.	× I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.	× I am a caffeine junkie.
✓ I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.	× If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.	✓ I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
× I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.	✓ I'm an artist.	× I am ambidextrous.
× I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.	× If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.	× I have terrible teeth.
× I hate my toes.	✓ I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.	✓ I have more friends on the internet than in real life.
× I have lived in either three different states or countries. (Never live off of long island (LAWN GUY LAND))	× I am extremely flexible.	✓ I love hugs more than kisses. (From friends... Gina gets kisses and hugs)
× I want to own my own business.	✓ I smoke. (...what?)	× I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else. (I'm never on my computer anymore)
✓ Nobody has ever said I'm normal.	✓ Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.	× I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons. (eww weapons)
× I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.	✓ I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me.	× I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
× I have played strip poker with someone else before.	× I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.	✓ I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
✓ I can't stand being alone.	✓ I have at least one obsession at any given time.	× I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again. (lmao, do people really do that?)
✓ I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.	× I'm a judgmental asshole.	× I'm a HUGE drama-queen.
× I have travelled on more than one continent.	× I sometimes wish my father would just disappear.	✓ I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.
× I am a Libertarian.	× I can speak more than one language.	× I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
× I would rather read than watch TV.	× I like reading fact more than fiction.	✓ I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do. (That's the only way)
× I have no piercings.	× I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.	× I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried. (Never that upset, but sure)
× I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.	× There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.	✓ I like most animals better than most people.
✓ I own a collection of retro games consoles.	× The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.	× I have hit someone with a dead fish.
× I am compulsively honest.	× I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.	× I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers.
✓ I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.	✓ I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.	✓ I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
× I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.	✓ I dislike milk. (280,000,000 pus cells per 8 ounce glass... yummmm)	✓ I obsessively wash my hands.
✓ I always carry something significant around with me.	× Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.	× I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
× Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother.	✓ I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document. (I usually do)	✓ I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird. (Tofu)
× I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time.	× Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed.	× I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
× I do not 'get' most comedy acts.	✓ I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.	× I don't like to chew gum.
× I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.	✓ I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car.	× I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.
✓ I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other.	× I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.	✓ I love to sing. (But think I'm terrible)
× I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up.	✓ I have a custom-built computer.	× I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it.
× I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human.	× I've gone skinny-dipping.	✓ I've performed in three plays.
✓ I enjoy burritos.	✓ I'm Irish and loving it.	× I have a thing for redheads.
× I am a twin!	× Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'.	× Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else.
× I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes.	× I sleep more than 12 hours a day.	× I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough.
× I need more time to myself.	× I wish I was more open-minded.	× I hope that I go really prematurely grey.
✓ I download songs from the internet.	× I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend.	✓ I say random things to freak people out.
× I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note.	× I love playing Truth or Dare.	× I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it.
× Music helps me remember that I am not alone.	× Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems.	✓ I think this survey is particularly long. (But I like the format a lot)
× I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones.	× I can only hate someone that I love.	× I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks. (...that's a great idea)

celticcraze @ 2006-07-12T06:06:00

2006-07-12T10:06:39Z

Joe: how drunk are you?
Deck: goblins!

celticcraze @ 2006-07-11T22:48:00

2006-07-12T02:48:08Z

Hiya

I'm at jared's my lovee. Oh mu hod I love him.so much,. We are here woith kara . Jay. Deck, and joe. Kara abd jay are going to get smirnofs and chips aya..I'll all drunk and hoifg I like this feeling..I love jared with all my heart...I like sidekicks..they are sooo fucking kool kinda hard to type...I dolt qanna go hom,e tonight, yay...mayve jared will let ,e stay or take ,me home later yay...I love jared stein like omg yay weee I love jared jared...this is fubn I love you jared..I lm just going tto press all the buttons butt, haha cuz it makes a kool npse sound lieke beep beep beep

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I wanna dance
Alkalonw trio

Alk3
Yay

a nice hello from decky :-)

2006-07-12T02:11:51Z

hello. this is DECK. i am updating for jared. right now i hae a very very good tasting soy buger,. i mean burger. i have a nice drink next to me too :) its fun at jareds house. i am with gina nad joe and kara and karas boyfriend jay. i love joe nad i love everyone here yaaay! kara just yelled ow and kicked joe.
um so livejournal how are you WHATS UP DUDEs. i play world of warcraft now. for the horde. whee ^__^ jared keyboard is kinda loud like woohoohoo. joe just gave me a kiss :) teehee SORRY I KEPE TKANG BREAKS SO I CAN LIKE EAT MY SOY BURGER. OMNOMNOMNOMNOM. yummu ^_^
ummmm im gonna keep this opne until i think of something dunny so tay. i mean something funny to say. hahahah i loe it hear :D :D :D
jackdanielsandcokeandbicardiandshottiesfromjoeandnospacebarspacebarforloosewtfamisaying.

OK UM JAREDS LIVEJOURNAL ENTRY IS NPT DONE!! doneodneondoendoneoneondoengsjhweh lkbhah

okj bye

... idont wanna leave yet :(

OK BYE.

celticcraze @ 2006-07-10T06:05:00

2006-07-10T10:05:33Z

lol
So it's like 6am. I'm still up. Just got home a bit ago. Had an amazing day.
Monique called and asked me to go see pirates with her. Picked her up, malled it for a bit, played some DOC:WE and ITG. Got gina from becky's and went all over tarnation before ending up at ua patchogue. The movie was amazing and a reeeeaaaaaaaaly big cliffhanger, yo.
Brought mo home and went back to my house wit gina. Hung out had a nice talk and all that jazz. Got her home real late, like 2. Kara called, I joined her at the park with some smirnoffs. Hung there for a bit, then ditched that for towers diner to get some fries. Brought kara tiff and jay to jay's house and now here I am, stilllll awake.
But it's bedtime now, for real.
Good night!

celticcraze @ 2006-07-08T06:03:00

2006-07-08T10:03:39Z

I just made the best tasting pb&j sammich, and then put my finger ALL up in the jelly... Stickyyyy...
I came to the conclusion that I can't wait to get old so I can drive one of those power chair things. =)

celticcraze @ 2006-07-07T09:57:00

2006-07-07T13:57:43Z

Melissa Is Deck: aww, i love you so much jared! you always make me smile so so much

SONY went too far?

2006-07-06T19:44:52Z

So there's a new ad campaign floating around for the PSP white that's coming soon (yeah, I didn't know about it either). People are saying the images are racist, I think they're anti-racist. What do you all think?

celticcraze @ 2006-07-06T14:13:00

2006-07-06T18:13:02Z

Life rulz
Gina rawkz my worlddd
I've never been happier in my whole damn life
What an incredible girl